Never Love U agaIN

Would have given up my life for you
Guess it's true what they say about love, it's blind
Girl, you lied straight to my face lookin' in my eyes
And I believed you 'cause I loved you more than life
And all you had to do was apologize


You didn't say you're sorry
I don't understand
You don't care that you hurt me
And now I'm half a man
That I used to be when it was you and me
You didn't love me enough
My heart may never mend
And you'll never get to love me again
No, no, no, no, no, no, no


Sadness has me at the end of the line
Helpless watched you break this heart of mine
And loneliness only wants you back here with me
Common sense knows you're not good enough for me
And all you had to do was apologize and mean it


But you didn't say you're sorry
I don't understand
You don't care that you hurt me
And now I'm half a man
That I used to be when it was you and me
You didn't love me enough
My heart may never mend
And you'll never get to love me


It's like hell, I can't go back in time
Maybe then I could see how
Forgiveness says that I should give you one more try
But it's too late, it's over now
Hey...ooh...ooh...ooh


You didn't say you're sorry
I don't understand
You don't care that you hurt me
And now I'm half a man
That I used to be when it was you and me
You didn't love me enough
My heart may never mend
And you'll never get to love me again, yeah


Again, yeah...eah...
Again, again, again, yeah, yeah...
Never get to love me

Yo Te Amo

En palabras simples y comunes yo te extrao
En lenguaje terrenal mi vida eres tu
En total simplicidad seria yo te amo
Y en un trozo de poesia tu seras mi luz, mi bien, el espacio donde me alimento de tu piel que es bondad
La fuerza q me mueve dentro para recomenzar y en tu cuerpo encontrar la paz
Si la vida me permite al lado tuyo
Creceran mis ilusiones no lo dudo
Y si la vida la perdiera en un instante
Que me llene de ti
Para amar despues de amarte , vida
Estribillo
No tengas miedos ni dudas, que tu seras mi mujer
Mira mi pecho, lo dejo abierto
Para que vivas en el

Para tu tranquilidad me tienes en tus manos
Para mi debilidad, la unica eres tu
Al final tan solo se que siempre te he esperado
Y que llegas a mi vida y tu me das la luz, el bien
Ese mundo donde tus palabras hacen su voluntad
La magia de este sentimiento q es tan fuerte y total
Y tus ojos q son mi paz
Si la vida me permite al lado tuyo
Creceran mis ilusiones, no lo dudo
Y si la vida la perdiera en un instante
Q me llene de ti
Para amar despues de amarte, vida

which mean:


I LOVE YOU


In simple words, I miss you
In earthly language, you are my life
In total simplicity, the kindness is of your skin
The strength inside moves me to begin again
And in your body I find peace

If life permits me to be by your side
I have no doubt, my dreams will grow
If I were to lose my life in a second,
Let me be full of you
To live life after loving you.

Have no fears or doubts
This love is much to good
You will be my woman
I belong to you entirely
Look at my chest, It is open
For you to live in it.

For your peace of mind, you have me in your hands
For you are my only weakness
to the end, I only know that I will wait for you
That you are my life, and give me your light, and goodness
The world where your words are your will

The magic of this feeling, that is so strong and complete
And your eyes are my peace

If life permits me to be by your side
I have no doubt, my dreams will grow
If I were to lose my life in a second,
Let me be full of you
To love life after loving you.

Have no fears or doubts
This love is much to good
You will be my woman
I belong to you entirely
Look at my chest, It is open
For you to live in it

Have no fears or doubts

Have no fears or doubts

tRip to The HiLL

The examination of fourth semester was over!!!

All the business about “Short Semester” is finished well. Just wait until 7th July to go back to college. So, guys these are 4 days trip to “Bukittinggi” West Sumatera.here is in the left(Bay Clovedoper) and right is me
It must be “Jam GaDang” is the most popular and the first object to visit while you arrive in Bukittinggi. It is built by Dutch people while the rest of war times.

Picture of jam gadang

This landmark of Bukittinggi city and West Sumatera province has already known well by overseas tourism. The unique symbol of West Sumatera is not only on the shape uniqueness but also from the age that already given the interesting history journey. This building has built in 1926 is a gift from Queen of Dutch to a Controleur (Secretary of the city). And be trusted on famous native architect at that time named Yazin and Sutan Gigi Ameh with spent in cost 3000 Gulden. By which the placing of first stone was did by the first son of Rook Maker a contrleur of Bukittinggi City where at that time still was 6 years old. Based on Book of Tambo Alam Minangkabau, at that time Ornament of this Jam Gadang was circle shape and on the top was stand a cockerel.
That cockerel was to be fronted on west side or to Koto Gadang area. There, many of well known “ulama” of West Suamtera was born commonly. At that time, the sign of the time to shalah (early Morning Prayer) was the crowing of the cockerel. Therefore, icon of cockerel was decided as the ornament.
Different author, so does different in the ornament. In time of Japan colonize, that ornament replaced becomes a campanile (kelenteng). Because based on Japan was not fair if that ornament only confronted to Koto Gadang only.
And after the time of Indonesia’s independent day, which ornament replaced again becomes “gonjong gadang house’shape”. As prove of freedom of Minangkabau’s society especially. Because “gonjong” is a specific characteristic of “Minangkabau’s society” so those “gonjong gadang house” had been decided as the next ornament.
It is not only about the ornament which has its own uniqueness. The Roman number on that Jam Gadang also has its own uniqueness of strange.
If we see without any notice, so we just see nothing wrong on that Jam Gadang. But if we see more accurately on the fourth number of Roman. It must be written IV but in the fact on that Jam Gadang is made of four numbers I Roman in arrow (IIII).
Until this time, it is not known yet why the fourth number is made at that way.
Otherwise, that strange things is keep make the visitor who enjoy it feels challenged to know more about that strange.
But it is really need to know that, the machine of Jam Gadang is believed only two in the world. The twin is must be on Big Bang, in England. Both of these clocks were made by Forman a famous expert of clock making from Netherland. By him both these clocks was named “Brixlion”.
Back to problem of the fourth number, was the number intentionally made or not. But it is really small possibility if an expert of clock who very known well did a mistake such that way. It must be hundreds of clocks that he made before successfully and never wrong in making the number. Some of people perceiving that strange thing is intentionally made by the maker, but based on what reason?
Part of the people in that society perceive that those numbers was intentionally changed as sign of the four workers who made that building were died as protective agent(tumbal) after Jam Gadang finished. It makes any sense, because that clock was made from combination of white cement and white eggs. So it will be easier to rebuild. But is it logic if the society must betray the literature law for all of those things? Is there another way to respect the dead of those people?
Nobody knows surely until this time what is the meaning and reason from the written of the fourth number. Just let all of these become a its own mystery that cannot be revealed and always invite question thinking for everybody who watch it then make conclusion based on their own point of view until the truth is revealed someday later.

Jam gadang is more worse than crowded when the night of 31th December, yeah people celebrating the new of year each year, how could not? The sound of that watch at 12.pm is the most wanted things to hear. The good things that everybody keep in touch is about the clean environment, yield of jam gadang is keep clean every single day. For whom like to enter jam gadang is charged Rp 50,000 per head.

then..
in the next day we move to "KoTo TuO"
there is a ponds of fish,...
below, left is me and right is Citra Buhatika


this the hometown of Buhatika's family. hemmm we just in the foot of Merapi Mountain.
the fresh air, mountain scenery, and if you look down you gonna see the sparkling light of the city in the night.

SILATURRAHIM SAUDAGAR MINANG 2008

In Pangeran Hotel Beach Padang, West Sumatera by spending three days 10-12 October 2008. The Vice Precident Jusuf Kalla was opened at the second day. This event is already held twice, first in 2007 in Bumiminang Hotel. It was attended about more than 300 members and some ministers, great honor businessman who has the “minang’s blood”. They did awesome journey even inside West Sumatera, Indonesia overall and go abroad. Giving their best and valuable dedication to its country. Through this event all “perantau minang” are meet together in terms of missing, reunion, even business. There are three main of committees in heading the events, they are committees from Jakarta, west Sumatera, and Andalas University Committees. Sure, I’m the one of UNAND’s committee.

UNAND’s committee was around 85 persons; include the coordinator, steering committee, and members of each division. I was in “Perlengkapan Division”. In 2007, Perlengkapan Divison was only content of male, for this 2008 year there were three female, Eka Parisia, Yurma Irpa, and Lila Aulia.
We start to go and back to Pangeran Hotel almost every day before the event take place. I was feeling so forced to leave my main college, it were the days before midterm examination. Here, we will meet with new people and known people of course. Fortunately, along the events I’m with my best friend Merza Zul Armi. So it is not really feels alone doing anything, go anywhere in terms of our duty as committee. Even though we were not in the same division, Merza was in “Acara Division”. The day before 10th October were so tired and busy days!!
I choose not to back to “kozt” during the main three days. It is already available rooms in the hotel for committee who want to take a rest there. Imagine that, we have to already attend at 8.a.m and doing the job until 9.p.m but there is “relaxing and rest time of course”! I still remember how mess my bed rooms when I have to go and back Pangeran Hotel to “Kozt” and then “Kozt” to Pangeran Hotel.
That is what I’m talking about! It does not matter how much energy and how tired you were doing all of those stuff in “ Perlengkapan Room” there is always something, even many things that keeping us feels happy, satisfied, and passion. It is true that the first and second day of that event were the busiest days. The most I regret was why I did not know about taking a picture of Vice Presidents Coming!? It must be because crew of “Perlengkapan” were so busy to take care in preparation of event kits, coordination with “Registration Division”, photocopy, less here part, fix those parts… oh what a crowded place!

In certain time, all of committees are allowed to follow many DOOR PRIZE event held by some great companies, like Bakrie. Ohh… some of crew got cell phone and another interesting merchandise that I bet it must be hard to find in free market… nice !
The last day was closing day, attended by Basrizal Koto the founded of Basko Grand Mall, the well known Mall in Padang City and still another great businessman. They gave us story about their life journey; it was fantastic, unbelievable, and so pure. And this was the time to consider whether SSM will continue in the next year or not. The conclusion was there will be SSM for the next 2009 year. But, after that it will be held once every two years. The reason was “longer we did not meet, more badly our missing feeling”… hemmm quite logic and rational reason.

Reunion Committee of SSM 2008



It is just a night after the event getting done well. We meet together again, as a shape of appreciation of all committee work. It feels “horraaaayyyy”!! In Rumah Makan of SEDERHANA. Nice place to celebrate our job well. The more attracting things here the SUMBAR’s committees provide 10 awesome DOORPRIZE that will get through raffle, based on the number of attendance lists.
I still remember the door prize: catchy watch, Alfa Link calculator, printer, cell phone, CANON Digital Camera.